On success & failure as an immigrant

Updated: Apr 7

What is your anchor in this journey?

What does it mean to be an immigrant?

Immigrant is defined as a person who has come to a different country in order to live there permanently. What it really means can not be found in the dictionary or in one's passport though.

Being an immigrant is a state of mind.

I moved to US in 2015 on a temporary visa. This visa was called temporary visitor. On paper, I was temporary. But, in my heart, I knew that once I was out, I was not coming back. I didn't know if I would be able to stay in the US or not, but I knew I was not going back to Turkey.

I just knew. I made my mind.

I came across a lot of people from many different countries during my time in the US. On the same visa with me. On paper we all looked same. But in our minds, we were not.

and it make a world of difference. It changes the way you behave, how you plan and how you live.

Deciding to leave your home country and living in another PERMANENTLY is a big decision. It changes you.

And big decisions are not taken lightly.

Why people choose to immigrate?

Immigration is a global social issue and people may migrate due to voluntary or non-voluntary reasons, including political or social turmoil, poverty, better education or employment opportunities.

Therefore on the surface, immigration reasons may look economical or educational, yet I believe there is always a personal reason underneath all the reasons. I bet it all comes down to one thing: BELONGING.

Most people decide to leave their country behind, they feel that they do not belong to there anymore. It may be the political climate, life expectations or religious/spiritual beliefs or something else. Once you feel like you don't belong, either you have to leave or you need to change yourself...

Immigration is always personal.

There are ALWAYS layers of reasons, why one person may choose to immigrate, which means they are not coming back.

Lets put it this way - Why would people leave everything and everyone they know behind?

Their home, their car, their furniture, their family and friends, their city, a whole level of consciousness behind?

That is the question we need to ask to ourselves.

Humans are social creatures and we need to feel belonging and acceptance in our community. We need to feel that we are surrounded by like minded people. Hence, if we don't get these two needs fulfilled, we move. Outside a country, a career or a relationship.

For me, the answer to this question is complicated, yet simple. we need to belong to a culture. We want to live around like minded people. we want to be respected for who we are and be treated with decency.

And this concern for belonging, it doesn't change once we move to our new place. New immigrants face a variety of challenges such as economic setbacks, lack of a support network, trauma and grief, employment obstacles, social integration and communication issues at the beginning. I see these challenges that immigrant families face as the limiting factor for how well and fast they will be able to integrate into society and feel a sense of belonging.

What is success and failure as an immigrant?

Well, that sounds like a bizarre question one might say. Immigration is a highly personal and subjective journey. It can take years to become a permanent resident and even more to be come a citizen of another country so how do we define success or failure as an immigrant?

My personal take is, there is no failure in this journey really.

Immigration is one of the hardest things I had to do in my life.

Leaving everything I know, everyone I know behind. (Twice.)

Not knowing anyone once you move to a new place.

Not having a doctor or dentist, or a grocery place, basically not knowing anywhere.

The constant learning , frustration and comparison with your "home" - wherever it might be...

Knowing the language (English) but not knowing what to say where (the daily language) ...

Not knowing where to expect what from other people (social norms)

Not knowing the job market and not having US/Canadian/... experience to break into the industry,

Second guessing yourself, whether you did right or you could have done more somewhere,

sometimes letting people educate you or take advantage, because you don't know the system or your rights well and too embarrassed to ask,

Not knowing the way of life, basically.

It is hard. It takes years to build a social life as a new immigrant. From scratch.

How to find your peace in this role?

Again, I believe there is no failure in this journey, no matter what your status is. It might take you a long time to settle somewhere, find your people and feel like you belong. But, that is perfectly okay.